Dieromantic

I seriously worked my ass off today (hopefully literally). We had constant customers all day so I went from helping one person to helping another and another without stopping and I had to be quick about helping people because there was so many people and I dident want to keep everyone waiting and on top of that we had to keep cleaning slicers and sweeping the floor every 2 minutes. Me, Chris and terra are going to oceans of fun tomarrow! I Love waterslides!! I always end up really worn out afterwards though from walking up and down the hills and stairs and all the swimming. But I guess its good exersise. Im hoping to lose atleast 20 pounds in the next few months so I guess I need all the exersise I can get. I’ve noticed since I started my deit though I have alot more energy and sleep better at night which is awesome cuz I usually always feel like crap. well I should prolly get to bed its late and I have stuff to do tomarrow before we go to oceans of fun thank you for reading Good night,

I’ve never been so sore from my job as I am now. My arms, legs, and back feel like the are going to rip themselves off my body and run away. I cleaned both rotisseries, cleaned all the windows and scales, closed down the meat case scrubbed the floors and took all the trash and that trash was really heavy I thought I was going to pop a hernia. Me, Terra, and Ashley were all supposed to go to the carnival but by the time we got off work it was already over. so instead me and Chris watched so I married an axe murderer. That movie is hilarious If you havent already seen it I strongly recommend it.

Ok Im realizing now that beating myself up for my weight gain isent going to get me any where and I found out from research that stress causes you to gain weight. So to reduce the stress Im going to start meditating everyday and drink  tension tamer tea. Then to lose the weight I’ll drink more water, stop drinking pop develope good eating habits and start walking 30 minutes 5 days a week to start off. I just need to start thinking more possitive and make myself beleive I can do it and just do it.

Im so sick of being the weight I am at now.its really starting to bug me. I feel ugly and fat and instead of being envious of my body like people used to people point and laugh. gaining all the weight I gained has been a nightmare.

I got season passes to worlds of fun and oceans of fun today and we are going tomarrow! Im excited because Ive never been there. I’ll be walking around in the shops most of the day with chris’s mom because neither of us can handle rollercoasters but atleast I’ll get exercise lol. I’ll have fun at oceans of fun though. I love waterslides!

Today was a really busy day at work, We had non-stop customers all day and for most of the day it was just me and shannon. I dident do any exercising today but I  think the ammount of work I did today makes up for it. I work at the deli in walmart and we get so busy that we are literally running to make sure everyone gets helped in a decent amount of time and being that there were only 2 people working most of the day we had to run extra. My legs and feet are really sore from all the movement today. My dad will be here in about 2 and half months so that I can finnally see him again. I havent seen him since I was 3. I want to try and lose about 20-25 pounds before he gets here. If anyone has any tips on how I can do that let me know.